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דער אַסקעט

The Ascetic

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Page 237. 'Lider fun Umkum' poem KHAF, 'Der asket' (The Ascetic). A mystical-erotic poem: the ascetic kneels on a grassy bed, falls toward the night personified as female ('she'). The night in 'moon-white shift' clasps her hands in his knees. 'In delight of pain broken hands sink in moon-white dazzle.' Ecstasy of weeping, ecstasy of prayer — 'into the dazzle with his teeth the ascetic bites.' Trees tear themselves out with snaky braids, stones dance forth with polished heads. Tree and stone, in suffering-cry, the ascetic's teeth 'chop out in spinning' — and split his head and neck in two. 'They carry themselves off in spinning.' The poem ends: 'With kneeling knees on the field-bed, the night — the she — guards the dead ascetic.' Asceticism as erotic self-destruction, the night as lover-guardian.

Yiddish Original

דער אַסקעט

מיט קניענדיקע קני

אויפֿן גראָזיקן בעט

צו דער נאַכט — דער זי

פֿאַלט צו דער אַסקעט.

די נאָכט — די זי

אין לבֿנהנעם העמד —

אין אַסקעטישע קני

פֿאַרקלאַמערט די הענט.

אין תּענוג פֿון פּײַן

פֿאַרבראָכענע הענט

זינקען אײַן, זינקען אײַן

אין לבֿנהנעם בלענד.

עקסטאַז פֿון געוויין.

עקסטאַז פֿון געבעט: —

אינעם בלענד מיט די ציין

בײַסט זיך אײַן דער אַסקעט.

מיט די שלאַנגיקע צעפּ

רײַסן ביימער זיך אויס,

מיט געשליפֿענע קעפּ

טאַנצן שטיינער אַרויס.

און בוים און שטיין,

אין יסורים־געשריי,

די אַסקעטישע ציין

האַקן אויס אין געדריי.

און צעשפּאַלטן זײַן קאָפּ

און זײַן נאַקן אויף צוויי

און זיי טראָגן זיך אָפּ

אין געדריי, אין געדריי.

מיט קניענדיקע קני

אויפֿן פֿעלדיקן בעט

די נאָכט — די זי

היט דעם טויטן אַסקעט.

Transliteration

Der asket

Mit kniyendike kni

oyfn grozikn bet

tsu der nakht — der zi

falt tsu der asket.

Di nokht — di zi

in levonеnem hemd —

in asketishe kni

farklamert di hent.

In tayneg fun payn

farbrokhene hent

zinken ayn, zinken ayn

in levonеnem blend.

Ekstaz fun geveyn.

Ekstaz fun gebet: —

inem blend mit di tseyn

bаyst zikh ayn der asket.

Mit di shlangike tsep

raysn beymer zikh oys,

mit geshlіfene kep

tantsn shteyner aroys.

Un boym un shteyn,

in yisurim-geshrey,

di asketishe tseyn

hakn oys in gedrey.

Un tseshpaltn zayn kop

un zayn nakn oyf tsvey

un zey trogn zikh op

in gedrey, in gedrey.

Mit kniyendike kni

oyfn feldikn bet

di nokht — di zi

hit dem toytn asket.

English Translation

The Ascetic

With kneeling knees

on the grassy bed

to the night — to her

falls the ascetic.

The night — the she

in moon-white shift —

in ascetic's knees

clasps her hands.

In delight of pain

broken hands

sink in, sink in

in moon-white dazzle.

Ecstasy of weeping.

Ecstasy of prayer: —

into the dazzle with his teeth

the ascetic bites in.

With snaky braids

trees tear themselves out,

with polished heads

stones dance forth.

And tree and stone,

in suffering-cry,

the ascetic's teeth

chop out in spinning.

And split his head

and his neck in two

and they carry themselves off

in spinning, in spinning.

With kneeling knees

on the field-bed

the night — the she

guards the dead ascetic.

TRANSLATOR’S NOTE

Page 237. 'Lider fun Umkum' poem KHAF, 'Der asket' (The Ascetic). A mystical-erotic poem: the ascetic kneels on a grassy bed, falls toward the night personified as female ('she'). The night in 'moon-white shift' clasps her hands in his knees. 'In delight of pain broken hands sink in moon-white dazzle.' Ecstasy of weeping, ecstasy of prayer — 'into the dazzle with his teeth the ascetic bites.' Trees tear themselves out with snaky braids, stones dance forth with polished heads. Tree and stone, in suffering-cry, the ascetic's teeth 'chop out in spinning' — and split his head and neck in two. 'They carry themselves off in spinning.' The poem ends: 'With kneeling knees on the field-bed, the night — the she — guards the dead ascetic.' Asceticism as erotic self-destruction, the night as lover-guardian.

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