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דורך דער שײַן פֿון דערינערונגען

Through the Shine of Memories

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Page 135. 'Through the Shine of Memories' (Durkh der Shayn fun Derinerungen): A meditation on the failure of language. Through memory's shine, your eyes look upon me. Words that long to be spoken dissolve in the mouth's corners into frozen foam. The cliché 'the day has passed, the evening passes' doesn't help the speaker articulate what he feels. He calls someone to reveal themselves in the shine of past days — but that person (perhaps himself) throws hands on his own head in distress. Don't you know that the revealed one must stand calmly in the light of the past, face open-wide? We — I and you and all — are the echo of unspoken words, the frozen foam of words that die suffocated in the grip of lips. Language fails before the weight of memory and loss.

Yiddish Original

דורך דער שײַן פֿון דערינערונגען

דורך דער שײַן פֿון דערינערונגען

קוקן אויף מיר דײַנע אויגן.

און גוט איז, ווען ווערטער, וואָס בענקען

צו ווערן אַרויסגערעדט,

צעקלינגען זיך, לייזן זיך אויף אין די ווינקלען פֿון מויל

אין ווײַסן פֿאַרפֿרוירענעם שוים.

דער טאָג איז פֿאַרגאַנגען. דער אָוונט — פֿאַרגייט.

נישט העלפֿן מיר די נאַרישע ווערטער:

„דער טאָג איז פֿאַרגאַנגען, דער אָוונט פֿאַרגייט

Transliteration

Durkh der Shayn fun Derinerungen

Durkh der shayn fun derinerungen

kukn oyf mir dayne oygn.

Un gut iz, ven verter, vos benken

tsu vern aroysgeredt,

tseklingen zikh, leyzn zikh oyf in di vinklen fun moyl

in vaysn farfrоyrenem shoym.

Der tоg iz fargangen. Der оvnt — fargeyt.

Nisht helfn mir di narishe verter:

„Der tоg iz fargangen, der оvnt fargeyt

English Translation

Through the Shine of Memories

Through the shine of memories

your eyes look upon me.

And it is good when words that long

to be spoken out

ring out, dissolve in the corners of the mouth

into white frozen foam.

The day has passed. The evening — passes.

The foolish words don't help me:

'The day has passed, the evening passes' —

don't help me speak out.

I call you forth to reveal yourself

in the shine of past days:

and you, fool that you are,

throw both hands on your own head,

throw and break:

don't you know, fool that you are,

that calmly must stand the revealed one

in the shine of the past:

that open-wide must be the face

that shines in the light of the past.

I and you, and all,

we are the echo of words

that cannot be spoken out.

I and you, and all,

we are the white frozen foam

of words that die suffocated

in the grip of the lips.

The day has passed, the evening — passes.

The foolish words don't help me:

'The day has passed, the evening passes' —

don't help me speak out.

TRANSLATOR’S NOTE

Page 135. 'Through the Shine of Memories' (Durkh der Shayn fun Derinerungen): A meditation on the failure of language. Through memory's shine, your eyes look upon me. Words that long to be spoken dissolve in the mouth's corners into frozen foam. The cliché 'the day has passed, the evening passes' doesn't help the speaker articulate what he feels. He calls someone to reveal themselves in the shine of past days — but that person (perhaps himself) throws hands on his own head in distress. Don't you know that the revealed one must stand calmly in the light of the past, face open-wide? We — I and you and all — are the echo of unspoken words, the frozen foam of words that die suffocated in the grip of lips. Language fails before the weight of memory and loss.

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